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Day 1 SELF CONCEPT

 Manifesting , such a beautiful and intimating thing isn’t it. I will say I DO LOVE how it makes me feel but when I get back into my old thought patterns it’s so frustrating I have a few things in my desired reality that I want to bring into fruition  - in a long term healthy unconditional loving relationship ( with Bry Bry) specifically lol - financially freedom  - become an at home esthetician So far that’s it  But I will say manifesting actually feels more believable and real and manageable then I would have ever thought and the reason is bc like I said before it’s all self concept!  Man oh man if you met me at the beginning of this manifesting journey you would’ve seen how desperate and unhappy I was to see my reality change , and let’s just say my self concept was in the trash  For some clarification ( actually before I start I’m gonna be talking about Bry Bry a little more in this blog) we broke up 4 months ago and it was a really hard and challenging...
 This is so cool!  Well this is me talking about my journey where I am and what life has been like for me  Honestly manifesting is a huge thing for me but it’s crazy to think that I actually finally got it right ! Like I have been doing this manifesting stuff since mid 2021 and finally beginning of 2025 is when I finally get it down!  You know I really thought reality creation was about getting something out there but it never truly was. Funny enough every time I would manifest it was always about getting a guy , or as many like to say manifesting an SP I was never that successful , like I did manifest them but it was always shitty versions of them. This current SP is different , he’s actually the man I want the father of my children to be. I think about us having kids all the time and I think hearing him say how he would want kids with me was what made me think like yup, this is gonna be the father of my children. And I know he feels that way about me and well I thi...